Sunday, April 26, 2009

Success....Failure....Success.....


Here we are two years after my weight loss surgery. Wow, it honestly seems like just this morning I was being rolled into the surgery waiting room and telling the anesthesiologist to take good care of me and he promised he would.

Am I a success because I lost 141 pounds? Do I feel like a failure because I didn't reach my numerical goal weight? I think I will struggle with these two sides of the coin for the rest of my life.

What I have learned is proper healthy eating skills (sounds easy, but it's not!); and how to move my body and enjoy it (sounds dirty, but it's not!). I did go up 5 pounds recently and noticed it immediately, which at 322 pounds, I wouldn't have noticed 5 pounds on or off at all, so I consider that a success. I feel good from a health stand point, though I still have problems in my shoulders. I do need to start a more regimented exercise program and plan to do that this month. Something with an actual trainer. I would like some plastic surgery, specifically a tummy tuck, but mentally I am not ready for more surgery (remember, it took me 7 years to decide I wanted gastric bypass, I don't like being cut up).

So overall, I know my surgery was a tremendous success, I did not have and continue to not have any serious consequences or side effects, though I will not forget how awful those first 3-4 months were. I have gone from a tight size 28/30 to a 12/14. My shoes from an 11W to a 10B. My rings from a 12 to an 8 on my ring finger. I can now wear vintage clothing and jewelry (damn they had small necks back then!), even vintage shoes when I am lucky to find a size 10. I can dance, walk, get up off the sofa without help :)

And best of all, success tastes WAY better than Ben and Jerry's New York Super Fudge Chunk (sorry B&J, you I don't miss at all!).

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Finishitis.

Is there such a thing as Finishitis? I know ALL about Startitis, but I've never really been a big one for finishing. And does it count when it is not blocked (I cannot find a kitten-free safe blocking location at this time!).

I finished the North Star Lace scarf not too long ago, and now Hanami is off the needles as of last week! I have actually started a sweater from A Stitch In Time - a cute 40's puffed sleeve cardi in a fingering weight, used doubled, pink hand-dyed yarn (again, using stash yarn to "make do").

Pictures to come after I gift Hanami to my Mom (she knows about it, hi Mom! but I don't want her to see it yet) AND get batteries for the damned camera.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

And The Winner Is....

Red hair on top, dark brown on the bottom! Sadly no pics because my camera ran out of batteries!

We went with blood red on top, and it's a dark blue/red and the ends seem darker because the bleach didn't lift my dark brown that much and I didn't want to double process it. I think it'll look great all curled up, especially since I had a nice trim and had my hair shaped into a traditional 40's middy style.

Pics as soon as I get some batteries - thanks for playing y'all!

And The Votes Are In

Well, first off I am astounded that 21 people voted. Or one of you voted 21 times (if so, you have too much time on your hands - log off and go outside for some fresh air!).

Thank you though to all of you for voting on such a critical issue ;)

I'm sitting here having coffee, getting ready to go up to San Luis Obispo to my fav salon and see Stephani and as yet, still totally undecided. Eight of you think I should leave my hair brown with red chunks like it is now, six of you would prefer red on top/brown on the bottom and seven of you would like to see all red. I have to say that I am leaning toward all red myself, but I am hesitant to "go all the way." This from a girl who was bald for years, or had a mohawk or hair every color of the rainbow and then some. Sigh, getting old blows. But screw it, you only live once and I got a new lease on life two years ago (april 26th - can you believe it?) with my surgery so maybe as my 49th birthday present to myself I should relive my 20's and have crazy red hair.

Now I'm rambling.....

Okay, I'll let you know what I decide when I get back to the house.....

Friday, April 17, 2009

The Votes......

Thank you to the 17 (!) people that have voted - hi all of you, leave me some comments so I know who you are, or better yet - follow me on blogger (see my sidebar). I want to get to know you too!

My hair appointment is Sunday, I haven't yet decided on this critical issue. Ha ha ha. The world awaits to find out what Inky will do with her hair..........

Please keep voting and help me decide!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Please Vote!

If you're reading this on a blog feed, please visit my site and take the poll over there ------->

I really need some help deciding how I should color my hair next. Yes, I know, earth shattering decisions ;)

Please Recycle Your Old Batteries.....

.....or THIS could happen to you!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Next Vacation Destinaton?

Probably not any time soon, but perhaps some day I can visit Cuba as a free American citizen...

New York Times

SHERYL GAY STOLBERG and DAMIEN CAVE
Published: April 13, 2009

WASHINGTON — In abandoning longstanding restrictions on the ability of Cuban-Americans to visit and send money to family members on the island, President Obama demonstrated Monday that he was willing to open the door toward greater engagement with Cuba — but at this point, only a crack.

The announcement represents the most significant shift in United States policy toward Cuba in decades, and it is a reversal of the hard line taken by President George W. Bush. It comes as Mr. Obama is preparing to meet later this week in Trinidad and Tobago with Latin American leaders, who want him to normalize relations with Cuba and its leader, Raúl Castro.

The White House made clear on Monday that Mr. Obama, who campaigned on improving relations with Cuba, was not willing to go that far, at least not yet. Rather, the steps he took were modest, reflecting the complicated domestic politics around Cuba and the unpredictability of the Cuban response.

This volatility on both sides of the Florida Straits has bedeviled every president since Kennedy, and even Mr. Obama, who has vowed to make greater use of diplomacy with enemies as well as allies, seems to have recognized the threat.

As such, he did not lift the trade embargo with Cuba, enacted in the 1960s in an unsuccessful attempt to force a change in government after Fidel Castro came to power. Instead, he is using his executive power to repeal Mr. Bush’s tight restrictions and the looser restrictions under President Bill Clinton so that Cuban-Americans can now visit Cuba as frequently as they like and send gifts and as much money as they want, as long as the recipients are not senior government or Communist Party officials.

Mr. Obama is also allowing telecommunications companies to pursue licensing agreements in Cuba, in an attempt to open up communications there by increasing access to cellphones and satellite television. In a sign that the Cuba issue is a delicate one, the president left it to senior aides to explain his decision.

“This is a step to extend a hand to the Cuban people, in support of their desire to determine their own future,” Dan Restrepo, the senior director for Western Hemisphere affairs at the National Security Council, said in announcing the move. “It’s very important to help open up space, so the Cuban people can work on the kind of grass-roots democracy that is necessary to move Cuba to a better future.”

In a sense, the policy shift is an admission that a half-century of American policy aimed at trying to push the Castros out of power has not worked — as the Cuban American National Foundation, the most powerful lobbying group for Cuban exiles in Miami, conceded last week. Cuba policy experts characterized Mr. Obama’s moves as important humanitarian steps but said they still left open the broader question of how the United States and Cuba plan to engage in the future.

The State Department has said it was reviewing American policy toward Cuba, and Mr. Restrepo said the policy was not “frozen in time today” — a suggestion, some Cuba experts said, that the White House is laying a foundation for more far-reaching change.

“We really don’t know yet what he’s got in mind for the long term,” said Sarah Stephens of the Center for Democracy in the Americas, which advocates a further loosening of the restrictions. She said the administration may be trying to take “baby steps toward building confidence” by letting the Cuban exile community in Miami, which has traditionally opposed any softening of American policy, get used to the idea.

Mr. Obama is also facing pressure from Capitol Hill. The House and the Senate are considering legislation that would lift travel restrictions to Cuba for all Americans, not just those with family in Cuba. And some experts, like Philip Peters, a Cuba specialist and vice president at the Lexington Institute, a policy research center, argue that a president who is willing to engage Iran and Syria ought to be willing to engage Cuba.

“This is a narrow set of measures,” Mr. Peters said. “It doesn’t at all get at the issue of broader contact between American society and Cuban society, and it leaves us in kind of an odd situation where one ethnic group has an unlimited right to travel to Cuba and the rest of us are under these cold war regulations.”

Those who still support the Bush hard line denounced the decision. The Cuban government charges hefty fees on remittances, and critics like Representatives Mario and Lincoln Diaz-Balart, Florida Republicans and brothers who are Cuban-Americans, said Mr. Obama was making a “serious mistake” that would effectively put millions of dollars into the hands of the Castro regime.

Yet those old animosities are giving way to an emerging interest in dialogue that is working in Mr. Obama’s favor, both in Washington and Florida.

In Miami, the conservative old guard could still be found. On Radio, a Spanish-language station that often acts as a megaphone for Cuban-American conservatives, Ninoska Pérez Castellón, a popular host, echoed the concerns of the Diaz-Balarts. At Latin Café 2000 in Hialeah, Fla., José Soberón, 71, said he would never consider sending money or visiting the island he left years ago.

But such opinions are no longer as dominant, especially among younger Cubans like Virgiro Lopez, 31, who said that while his entire family had left Cuba, he supported Mr. Obama’s plan as a way to “help bring a spirit within the people to fight for themselves.”

Francisco J. Hernandez, the president of the Cuban American National Foundation, said the new policy would “help the Cuban people to become protagonists of the changes in Cuba.”

Sheryl Gay Stolberg reported from Washington, and Damien Cave from Miami. Yolanne Almanzar contributed reporting from Miami.

Monday, April 06, 2009

Sweater Girl



No, I didn't knit it - but it was knit on a vintage knitting machine using a 40's pattern from Rocket Originals.

I did, however, make the skirt from a nearly vintage (it's been sitting in the fabric store since 1986!) English wool, using a 1940 McCall's Pattern (3968) with some sewing tips from my 1940 Sew and Save booklet. Green vintage reproduction shoes from Re-Mix.

Being the rebel that I am, I am not wearing hose.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Knitted Shoulder Pads - Make Do and Mend!

My entry for this month's Make Do and Mend is about making your own shoulder pads.

Did you know the 80's fashions are back (haha, cough cough, barf)? Who cares - I've loved shoulder pads for years and they are often hard to find, not to mention expensive. The other day I was pondering a cute little sweater that really needed some shoulder shaping. I neither wanted to spend any money or schlep off to the store, so I got to thinking...what do I have that works? I had batting and fabric, but didn't feel like taking out the sewing machine .... hey, what's this thing? A swatch? Hmm...yarn swatch, square, fold, taaaa daaa! Shoulder pad!

knitted shoulder pad 2

I used a superwash merino but any yarn will do - just consider how the garment will be washed, or you can pin in your shoulder pads, or sew snaps to the garment and pads to make them removable. This would also be a GREAT way to use felted squares (like that sweater you ruined in the wash or some recycled knitwear?).

Step one: Knit a square. I cast on 28 stiches on size 7's, worsted weight. knit until it's about square-ish. I left long tails to use that for whip stitching it later.

knitted shoulder pad 1

Step two: (optional) I added a thin cotton batting and handsewed it around the edge and along the fold line to give my shoulder pads extra thickness.

knitted shoulder pad inside

Step three: Fold your square in half, pin and whip stitch closed with the yarn tails.

knitted shoulder pad 3

Voila - easy, fairly quick shoulder pads from what I had on hand.